My sister is now cleaning my mothers wound on her own...two times a day. It will take time, months for this wound to heal. While I was there, each time my sister and I cleaned my mothers wound, she would ask if it looked better...she wants it to heal quickly so that she may resume her chemo. treatment. My mother has not seen the hole in her body other than looking down at it, and each time she says- "damn- that is large!" She does not know the depth of the wound and I don't want her to see it. Eachtime she tries to look at my sister or I tell her to turn her head so she doesn't breath on it, of course it is that we don't want her to infect it more, but mostly. we don't want her to fully know the extent of this wound.

I am concerned that the wound will take much time to heal, and if the treatment does not continue, that the cancer will begin to spread. I pray that this does not happen. I pray to the Universe, the Goddess and God many times each day.

I pray- "please Universe, Goddess and God- please make my mother become infection free, virus free, disease free, and cancer free. Please take the cancer from her body- take it out and heal her. Please make my mom live for at least 10 more years in a healthy, happy, cancer free body from this day forward"

I pray that my prayers will be answered.