Sunday, January 16, 2005


Mommy. One year ago today you were in a coma. I was at your hospital bed-side- holding your hand...rubbbing your head and heart...sending you love....wishing for your movement into the next World not to be a painful one...and for your last moments in this one not to be painful.
I sat at your bedside thanking you for the love you have given to me and others during your existance.
I sat for hours in pains- and hoped you were not...as you left this World.
I was grateful for you to move away from your weakend body...
It was the most difficult experience of my life- but it was all about YOU- and your last moments- and I am so thankful I was there- holding your hand during and after your final breath.
You have made me- and of you I am.

We are one.
Always.

I treasure you.