Christina and I watched Fat Actress over the weekend- I have to say I LOVE THIS SHOW! Kirstie Alley is such a strong woman- I don't know any other woman who has as much self confidence as she does to be able to make fun of herself in a comedic way- she is so funny! I think she looks beautiful and "I think she has the best body I've ever seen." "Ever."

Today I feel a little slutty.

For the last 12 years, I’ve been going to the same hair dresser. The first girl I dated here introduced me to him- and I thought he was nice, quite and kind. Not a person to force conversation if you don’t want to talk, however since I’ve been going to see him for years, we know much about one another.

Yesterday, I cheated on him.

My girlfriend Christina made an appointment for me with her hairdresser…

I had someone else put their hands on my head, someone else take the scissors to my hair, someone else shampoo and condition my head- what’s more- this person actually MASSAGED my head while washing the hair. My guy never really did that for me. I felt a little dirty as she massaged- thinking- oh boy- Michael (my long time hair guy) would not be liking this if he saw it…
She seemed to take more time with my hair- and fuss over it a bit more- messing with it- moving back- then messing with it again- as if it were a work of art.

I’m actually thinking I may continue cheating on my hair guy…

I've got black hair- but so what compaired to Alicia's fight.

It makes me sad reading her story- especially knowing she's going thru it without her mother and that her mother passed away from cancer...

I am going to send her an email of love and support.

I've really been going thru a bit of trama with my black hair. I strongly dislike it and feel so self-concious about it. Strange though, for I look back on my past and I sure did have some bad dye jobs and some big hair. I wonder why I wasn't as self concious about my hair back then as I am now... I guess it's because when I was young, I was misunderstood by everyone and the hair was just something else others didn't understand- except for my close friends. We were a misunderstood bunch- with crazy hair. This photo was taken after a night at a gay dance club in D.C. - I must have been hungry- eating a slim jim, with a beef jerkey on the table to be eaten next....it's good to know that somethings don't change...

My love for Elvis may have gone a bit too far this weekend...leaving me with black hair....