I guess part of my recent "fear" is that I realize I keep moving towards myself, towards rights and beliefs I have, and perhaps further from what my family believes. I know outside of my mother who is no longer on Earth and recent feelings from my sister, my rights are not important enough to fight for. I realize my family, extended family feels this way, and I myself keep moving forward, not backward to support their beliefs. The most difficult is my father. He is against LGBT folk (but he loves me...) and immmigants...and I don't hold his thoughts true. I move forward again, towards myself, away from family- but more towards a family of choice.