Thursday, February 08, 2007

Once I heard Tears for Fears I reseached the psychology of their music. I found they were influenced by Arthur Janov's primal screem method- I read into it and belived it to be helpful. I even submitted myself in to be a study, but I was denied- this was in 1985 I think perhaps it was for the best, but I still believe in a lot of Arthur's therapy methods. Hell, if he really had his way with me, I'd be a reformed homosexual... I certainly believe that we all have trama from childhood- which we store- and somtimes it would be healthy if we could release it from our bodies- from our cells- to let loose of the pain and anquish we carry each day- we may be more healthy.I grew up feeling badly- feeling I was wrong- no wonder I still have heath issues and get sick so easily. I need a good scream up on a mountain to put me in check...I have hated the fact that I gave in and allowed my lifestyle to be judged. I will no longer do that. Ever. I am worth more. My girl is worth more. My friends are worth more.I don't deny the hurting but I want to put it to rest...
http://play.rhapsody.com/tearsforfears/thehurting/thehurting?from=sh_em&sh_em_tp=track

Tuesday, February 06, 2007